( there is a part of vash that wouldn't mind the other finding some sense of pleasure — of happiness — in having this, even if it means using him in the interim; it's just how he feels about humanity in general, how he wants them to be happy and live so that he can live vicariously through them, because no matter how hard he tries, he's never going to be as big of a part of their existence as he wants to be.
strange bit of sentiment when he's just gotten on his knees for the other man, but. that's really neither here nor there, now is it?
toji shouldn't be able to miss the way vash stretches his neck when one of those large hands takes him by the chin again, waves of i want to be good for you and is this what you want? rolling off of him in an almost tangible way as his throat works in a dry swallow. shoulders pulled back just enough to have his chest bowing out slightly, spine a pretty, shallow arc.
his lips are barely parted before toji presses his thumb between them, parting them further and he can feel the heat flushing his cheeks a vivid pink that there is no mistaking for anything other than what it is; desire and a scant bit of embarrassment as those fingers slip over the flat of his tongue and his vision goes hazy for a moment. maybe two, maybe three before he comes back to himself and presses his lips back together around the intrusion.
he sucks gently at first, barely worth calling it as much as the tip of his tongue teases along the seam those two fingers make presses together, as sweet as it is hesitant and then he's sucking a bit harder, hard enough to hollow his cheeks the tiniest bit.
his flush deepens as he catches toji's dark eyes with his own, looking for both confirmation and a little bit of guidance as he seeks to take his fingers deeper into his mouth. )
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Date: 2023-12-07 10:28 pm (UTC)strange bit of sentiment when he's just gotten on his knees for the other man, but. that's really neither here nor there, now is it?
toji shouldn't be able to miss the way vash stretches his neck when one of those large hands takes him by the chin again, waves of i want to be good for you and is this what you want? rolling off of him in an almost tangible way as his throat works in a dry swallow. shoulders pulled back just enough to have his chest bowing out slightly, spine a pretty, shallow arc.
his lips are barely parted before toji presses his thumb between them, parting them further and he can feel the heat flushing his cheeks a vivid pink that there is no mistaking for anything other than what it is; desire and a scant bit of embarrassment as those fingers slip over the flat of his tongue and his vision goes hazy for a moment. maybe two, maybe three before he comes back to himself and presses his lips back together around the intrusion.
he sucks gently at first, barely worth calling it as much as the tip of his tongue teases along the seam those two fingers make presses together, as sweet as it is hesitant and then he's sucking a bit harder, hard enough to hollow his cheeks the tiniest bit.
his flush deepens as he catches toji's dark eyes with his own, looking for both confirmation and a little bit of guidance as he seeks to take his fingers deeper into his mouth. )